Miss Independent
Miss Independent: Bliss or Frus?
I still remember the day I moved into my own house... read room. I was so excited, like I owned a mansion. Hope they dont read this but I was not sure about leaving my former roommates....(I had one, and then so many). But I was feeling the mature one, who was finishing school, who needs to start her own life. I felt I needed a break from my family much as I loved them so much. I felt I would do without boyfriends until I had established myself. Life would be bliss
Almost 11 months down the road... I cant tell whether its bliss or frus.
I have to laugh at Jokes alone, blunders too and wish my sister was around.
I spend so long without arguing and wish my roommates were around.
I cant watch a movie coz I will dose yet I could watch movies all night.
I get bored and start beeping (I hate beeping!)
I have to call my girl friends to go with me for a party, if they cant make it, I dont go!
I go home late intentionally so I dont be alone, so I spend more time at people's places than at mine
I cant stand a whole weekend at home!!
But then again.....
I can leave my bed unlaid and get away with it
I dont have to cook, wash dishes...
I dont have to explain to anyone why am late
I can do without supper
I still can laugh at a funny thing even when am alone
I dont have to pretend with myself
I still cant tell whether its bliss or frus....
But then
I still remember the day I moved into my own house... read room. I was so excited, like I owned a mansion. Hope they dont read this but I was not sure about leaving my former roommates....(I had one, and then so many). But I was feeling the mature one, who was finishing school, who needs to start her own life. I felt I needed a break from my family much as I loved them so much. I felt I would do without boyfriends until I had established myself. Life would be bliss
Almost 11 months down the road... I cant tell whether its bliss or frus.
I have to laugh at Jokes alone, blunders too and wish my sister was around.
I spend so long without arguing and wish my roommates were around.
I cant watch a movie coz I will dose yet I could watch movies all night.
I get bored and start beeping (I hate beeping!)
I have to call my girl friends to go with me for a party, if they cant make it, I dont go!
I go home late intentionally so I dont be alone, so I spend more time at people's places than at mine
I cant stand a whole weekend at home!!
But then again.....
I can leave my bed unlaid and get away with it
I dont have to cook, wash dishes...
I dont have to explain to anyone why am late
I can do without supper
I still can laugh at a funny thing even when am alone
I dont have to pretend with myself
I still cant tell whether its bliss or frus....
But then
6 Comments:
Bliss! human beings no matter close, how sweet, or irresistably liveable with need space from other human beings. It's nice to go out and be in a crowd and then come home to your own delightful unjugemental company!!
well, despite your effortful attempts to hide it, we read it. especially the part which goes sth like 'i wish my roomates were around'. i hate sying this but, i told u so. told u u'd miss us. i know we'd all rather be roomies again, but for all its worth, look at you circumstance from the bliss point of view. coz its bliss!
crys, I know u hate to admit, but u miss me 2!
hmmm...ur right that is a though one...but u know everything has it's advantages and disadvantages.
you only watched one movie that you finished as far as i an remember...that rwandan genocide thing.
racheal i really miss u, especailly that part of laughing alone....it used to be us two.
Get visitors. Visitor are just like roomies, only better. Because in the end they leave.
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